12.26.2005
thank you..:)

thank you sa lahat ng nag greet.. :) lalo na sa mga di ko ineexpect na makakaalala.. thank you talaga..:)

haha.. kuya jojie, aj and marco were at our place yesterday.. sila tita cora nad tito joey rin shempre..:).. yesterday.. is one of my saddest birthdays... aww.. hahaha.. pero masaya pa rin naman..

TODAY is grace's birthday..:)
tomorrow is erika's
next next tommorow is my mom's..

wala na akong masabi.. haha.. :)

reality bites..;p

♥love or something like it.
niÑa slid down on a rainbow at 10:25 AM
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12.22.2005
you're so special

you're so special.. :)

hahaha.. the rock and groove unlimited concert in our school last night was something i would never forget kahit pa magka alzeihemers(sp?) disease pa ko.. hahahaha..

juan pablo's dream, urbandub, SPONGE COLA, and orange and lemons were there.. hahaha.. the big guy in urbandub and gosh of sponge cola were nice.. hahaha.. our class had backstage pass kasi.. hahaha.. kaya we took a lot of pictures with them.. hahaha..

yael.. pamatay.. ang gwapo.. pero mejo suplado.. hahaha.. armo is mejo suplado din.. haha.. gosh is nice.. way nice..:) sayang.. didnt meet chris in the backstage.. tsk tsk.. he's cute pa naman.. makasponge cola na ko.. mikee, gisele.. hahaha.. binabawi ko na ung sinabi ko na panget si yael.. hahahaha

haha.. the big guy in urbandub.. the one in black.. is nice din.. after taking our group pic with them, using our own cameras.. he took a picture of us using his cellphone.. aww.. :).. gusto ko na tuloy urbandub kahit di ko mashadong napakinggan ung songs nila..:) hehe..

juan pablo's dream.. haha.. no comment.. cute ung singkit!.. hehe.. we werent able to talk to them or something.. but we had a group pic with them.. and im not familiar with any of their songs.. hahaha.. i think madz talked to the a guy there.. im not sure..

orange and lemons.. theyre nice too..:) haha.. sayang lang i do not know some of their songs.. iris (sa mga nagtatanong kung sino ung kasama ko.. sha un.. ;p), ung kasama ko that time was singing their song.. i dont know the title.. basta merong "youre so special.." hahaha.. special child! hahaha

hahaha.. met someone nga pala dun.. haha.. biglang lumapit nagtanong kung pwedeng mahingi number ko.. haha.. ang sagot ko.. "uhm.. sino ka?" hahahaha.. ralph daw name nya.. haha.. it turned out, kilala pala un ni julia.. haha.. not my type.. hahaha..

he(not ralph! haha) gave me a letter and an anklet (na gagawin kong bracelet..;p).. nagulat ako nung nakita ko sha.. di ko nakilala agad.. nagpastraight kasi ng buhok.. hahaha..;p.. sweet.. sweet.. sweet.. hahaha.. :) we talked a lot about different things.. ;p hahaha..

ehem sa mga nagtanong.. we are just friends.. hahahaha

here are some of the pics from our christmas party nung dec 20.. ;p i'll upload the pics ng concert some other time..:) see nalang my friendster prof..:) haha.. di ko pa naaayos ung pic files eh..:p

hahaha.. i know.. we look stupid.. ;p

♥love or something like it.
niÑa slid down on a rainbow at 11:45 AM
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12.18.2005
childhaus

a hundred years from now, what will matter is i was important to a life of a child

we (me, julia, loraine, lee, madz, sele, anjela, angge, ailora) went to childhaus yesterday.. its a place where less fortunate children with cancer from provinces stay when they have chemo in manila.. its located in Quezon City.. sa likod lang ng PCSO.. we went there to give the money our class was able to raise nung ymad (youth making a difference.. <<---- THATS US!) concert last nov 12..

at first it was depressing.. as in.. lalo na when we walked into the dining room (i think it is a dining room.. hehe..) most of the children were there.. dun kasi ung chistmas party nila.. the children there presented 2 dances.. then there was a magic show.. then they asked us to sing 3 songs.. hahaha.. shocking.. we werent prepared pero they said it was goOoD.. haha.. sabi pa nga ni loraine.. "from the heart kasi".. asus!

after that it was eating time! but of course, we didnt eat, para sa kanila lang ung fOod.. besides, kakakain lang namin nun.. we roamed around.. socialized with the kids and their families..

met Anabelle she's 18.. she has cancer of the bone.. wala na shang isang leg.. she LOOKS like julia!! hehe.. julia was able to chat with her.. she said that they (she and her sister.. i think) used to live with their uncle who doesnt treat them like family.. she learned only this april that she has cancer.. she had her right (i think again.. haha.. as you can see, i am doing a lot of thinking.. hehe) leg removed this july lang.. this november, she stayed na at childhaus.. she has chemo therapy today.. her sister, a year older than her, finished highschool and stopped schooling just so she could attend to her..

then there's mica conde she's 8th months old.. i don’t know what they call her sickness.. basta its like hydrocephalus, only ung water nasa may taas ng nose nya.. kaya mejo naaffect ung left eye nya.. she’s financially aided by bantay bata..

there's also Michael.. who looks healthy and normal.. but he has leukemia..

there were also little children who are I think mga 2-4 years old who are already bald because of chemo..

I don’t know.. life is unfair.. why do these innocent kids have cancer.. while there are a lot of bad people who happen to be filthy rich, na wala namang sakit.. these kids deserve a better life.. I don’t know.. its just that, they should be having a care-free, fun-filled life.. but look at them.. they cant live their lives the way other kids do.. at very early ages, they already suffer the pains cancer brings..

when I'm older, and when I'm super rich na .. I’ll give a big portion of my money to them..

my ultimate wish this Christmas, next to my usual wish (hahaha).. is that gumaling silang lahat dun..

REALITY BITES a lot

♥love or something like it.
niÑa slid down on a rainbow at 11:42 AM
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12.07.2005
iskwating

POOR ME

went caroling today with most of my classmates.. it’s a fund raising thing kasi.. all the money we would get from it would go to inchickan, our selected… uh.. I forgot the ms.det’s words .. ;)

imagine.. we walked from our school, st.scho-westgrove, until sta.rosa village 2.. haha.. it was fun and creepy at the same time.. fun because it was our first time.. and we were all together.. creepy because of the unknown people.. ugh.. I hate those kind of people.. mga bastos.. haha.. hmp.. SKW.

haha.. but still it was fun and it was a good experience.. when I graduate, I can proudly say I'd walked from our school to sta.rosa village 2.. hahaha.. mykee and madz were malupit.. they walked until the exit.. haha.. but kit and em were mas malupit.. haha.. walked until they reached lee’s house, which is located at sta.rosa village 1.. they even got lost.. sipag mag lakad.. when they got to lee’s house.. we were like.. “em, payat ka na”.. hehe.. :).. LOVE YOU EM..;p

haha.. isa lang napag carolingan namin.. haha.. pano ba naman.. when we asked the old guy if we could sing in front of their house, he asked a lot of questions in an angry-demanding-pissing tone.. haha.. then he told us that he doesn’t know us.. haha.. STUPID.. haha.. kailangan mo ba naman makilala ung mga magccarol sa inyo?? Hahaha

after that.. it started to drizzle.. so we headed back to lee’s place.. me, gisele, fides, em went to paseo.. we were with loraine, but she went home na.. yun.. we bought new GLOBE SIM CARDS.. hehe.. astig nga eh.. our numbers only vary by the last digits.. mine ends in 6, 3 em’s, gisele’s 8… after that we went to the studio na.. jane and kit were there.. gisele and fides’ ride came na.. then after a few minutes.. em, jane and kit’s ride came na.. so I was left alone with the studio guys.... haha…

malas pa.. na batt empty pa ako.. haha.. so borrowed em’s fone and kuya ryan’s fone.. para matext parents ko..after 10 minutes.. dumating na parents ko.. the END.. hehe.. :)

REALITY BITES but my reality doesn’t bite everyday..:)

♥love or something like it.
niÑa slid down on a rainbow at 8:44 PM
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12.06.2005
renewed? haha

IM A RENEWED PERSON

hahaha.. joke ;p.. im still working on it.. asus.. haha

hahaha.. just came from an overnight retreat in tagaytay.. it was fun... and it was a great retreat.. I realized a lot of things about my self.. my life.. the people I could never forgive (haha.. well.. for now).. and of course.. my GOD..:).. yesternight (haha).. we all cried (except kit and fides).. we were asked kasi to blindfold ourselves and think about the person who had hurt us most.. then imagine Jesus sitting beside us, hugging us, telling us what he wants us to do and what we want Him to do for us.. aww.. it really felt good to release all the tears and pain again.. after that we all hugged one another.. ;).. aww.. I realized that.. I don’t know. why im like this.. I cant easily forgive a person.. I know its bad.. that’s why I asked for help in forgiving.. this morning naman.. we were asked to write some thing like “*blank*, I am angry at you because…..” after that.. we were told to change the “am angry at” to “appreciate”. Hah. Could you imagine our reactions.. haha.. kadiri.. then we were told naman to change the you’s to I/me .. so it was like this..

1. blank, I am angry at you because you said bad stuff about me
2. blank, I APPRECIATE you because you said bad stuff about me (duh)
3. I said bad stuff about you

there.. see.. DISGUSTING right?.. haha.. of course im right.. haha.. joke.. but its true naman eh.. why would you appreciate someone who did a certain mean thing to you and make yourself look BAD pa.. haha.. though I ADMIT it is an effective way of learning to forgive someone.. but in this case.. NOT to me.. haha.. because.. I didn’t do naman to the person what that person did to me.. haha.. right now, I still feel bad about the incident though its almost a year na.. haha.. she CUT me deep.. haha.. CUT me deep.. ;p but of course, im still hoping that I would be able to totally forgive the person and forget whatever emotion I felt that time.. all I really want is an apology.. but did I get that? No.. im actually being judged pa nga lalo.. I don’t know the bad stuff she’s saying about me.. haha.. bad yan..

there was a part where most of my classmates got to share their pains.. wow.. I never thought that my classmates has a lot of problems din pala.. it doesn’t show kasi.. at school, were all just happy, always laughing, BROKEN (haha.. sira), and sometimes pervy pa.. hahaha.. I didn’t know that some of them have a lot of problems.. I discovered a lot about my friends.. they're STRONG PERSONS.. ;).. and that part helped us understand one another better..

this is the fun part.. super fun part.. we were all asked to pass our papers around and write good things about everyone.. I didn’t know that im appreciated pala that much.. and that the little things like smiles, jokes (haha.. kahit corny) and mga non sense kwento matter.. and that there are a lot of good things about me pala that I didn’t know.. I mean.. imagine.. after 15 years of my life.. I found out MABAIT pala ako.. hahaha.. I felt special.. same with my classmates.. we all felt special.. it felt GOOD knowing that you are loved by your classmates.. it feels SO GoooOoD to be loved
REALLY GOOD

aaww.. I LOVE YOU GUYS..:)

REALITY BITES..;p.. and I live in a reality where it doesn’t bite that much and when it does.. it doesn’t hurt much either..;)

♥love or something like it.
niÑa slid down on a rainbow at 10:17 PM
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12.03.2005
stoned. haha.

what's the matter with me.. haha.. I AM CURRENTLY LISTENING TO BRITNEY SPEARS .. hmm.. britney's okay naman diba? ahahaha... XD

haha.. patawa.. last night.. he asked me if he may go out of their house.. i told him bahala sha.. pero kung ako saknya hinde.. kasi nga gawa nung trouble the other night.. tapos maya maya.. pumunta friend nya sa house nila.. pinapalabas sha.. sabi ba naman nya di pwede sabi ko daw kasi.. haha.. nasabihan ko tuloy sha ng bangag.. haha.. di ko naman kasi tlga sinabi na di pwede.. haha.. tska di naman nya ako nanay ah.. hahahah...

haha.. tita carise phoned.. they sent na my books... malas pa nga.. nasama sa box ung school books ni jopet.. hahaha..

wala na akong masabi... haha..

here's cheval's pic when he was nice pa.. haha

reality bites.. ;p

♥love or something like it.
niÑa slid down on a rainbow at 4:01 PM
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12.02.2005
mush-brained

i dont know.. im feeling a bit strange.. someone told me he loves me.. ahahaha.. i told him that maybe he was just feeling sleepy.. haha.. strange.. haha.. i like him.. but i do not love him.. well.. i do love him.. but only as a friend.. asus.. haha.. showbiz... hahaha..
stupid.. he got me worried this morning.. tsk tsk.. he got himself into trouble.. sinabi na kasing.. pero buti naman he's okay na.. nothing bad happened to him and his friends...

hahaha.. someone hitched a ride with us.. haha.. guess who?? PUA hahaha... but we didnt talk to him.. me, mikee, mykee and sceiy were "like broken" (hahaha.. lee's words) kanina.. hahaha... mikee was still a little pervy.. haha.. and he had bam naman to talk to him..

our debate teacher told us that when we talk taglish, we BASTARDIZE both languages... haha.. eh sa ganun eh..hahaha

hahaha.. tina was giving me a LoVe TaLk during debate class.. haha.. wow.. she's really senti.. haha..

im bastardizing tagalog and english... wahahaha.. joke lang..XD

reality bites ;p

♥love or something like it.
niÑa slid down on a rainbow at 6:54 PM
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12.01.2005
F.U.

you know the feeling when someone keeps trying to piss you off, when you just had your confession? haha.. thats what im feeling right now.. haha.. temptations.. temptations.. B*TCH..

kanina.. mikee and sceiy were like total pervs.. haha.. they kept singing "chicsilog" and kept saying the word itlog.. hahaha..

saw mikee's blog last time.. aww.. she still likes him.. tsk tsk.. haha.. she even tried to deny it when i asked her kanina... then i said.. "ano ka, nabasa ko sa blog mo" hahaha.. love nga naman.. you'll never know when it'll bite you.. ;p

speaking of love.. haha.. im currently listening to spin doctors' "two princes"..
here's the lyrics..
One, two, princes kneel before you
(that’s what I said, now)
Princes, princes who adore you
(just go ahead, now)
One has diamonds in his pockets
(that sounds great, now)
This one, said he wants to buy you lockets
(ain’t in his head, now)

This one, he got a princely racket
(that’s what I said, now)
Got some big seal upon his jacket
(ain’t in his head, now)
Marry him, your father will condone you
(how bout that, now)
Marry me, your father will disown you
(he’ll eat his hat, now)

Aww, marry him or marry me,
I’m the one that loves you b baby can’t you see?
Ain’t got no future or a family tree,
But I know what a prince and lover ought to be,
I know what a prince and lover ought to be....

Said, if you want to call me baby
(just go ahead, now)
An’ if you’d like to tell me maybe
(just go ahead, now)
An if you wanna buy me flowers
(just go ahead, now)
And if you’d like to talk for hours
(just go ahead, now)

Said, one, two, princes kneel before you
(that’s what I said, now)
Princes, princes who adore you
(just go ahead, now)
One has diamonds in his pockets
(that sounds great, now)
This one, he wants to buy you lockets
(ain’t in his head, now)

Marry him or marry me,
I’m the one that loves you baby can’t you see?
Ain’t got no future or a family tree,
But I know what a prince and lover ought to be,
I know what a prince and lover ought to be....

Said, if you want to call me baby
(just go ahead, now)
An’ if you’d like to tell me maybe
(just go ahead, now)
If you wanna buy me flowers
(just go ahead, now)
And if you’d like to talk for hours
(just go ahead, now)
And if you want to call me baby
(just go ahead, now)
An’ if you’d like to tell me maybe
(just go ahead, now)
If you’d like buy me flowers
(just go ahead, now)
And if you’d like to talk for hours
(just go ahead, now)

Said, if you want to call me baby

(just go ahead, now)

An’ if you’d like to tell me maybe

(just go ahead, now)

If you wanna buy me flowers

(just go ahead, now)

And if you’d like to talk for hours

(just go ahead, now)

Ohh baby

(just go ahead now)

if you were in the girl's place.. who would you choose? tsk tsk.. haha.. i dont know but.. i would probably choose the one who wants to buy me rockets.. haha.. para sa outer space kami magddate.. ahahaha.. corny.. seriously, i dont know.. maybe the one i love...?.. haha.. enough na.. im getting mush brained.. haha

chisomoso! haha.. thats what i call julia's siopao.. i mean ex siopao.. haha.. he keeps on asking me "musta na kayo ni *toot*" hahaha.. i just told him.. "musta na kami? ako ok lang.. ewan ko sa kanya kung ok lang din sha" hahaha...

♥love or something like it.
niÑa slid down on a rainbow at 7:25 PM
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