5.29.2006
101st entry :)

haha. *sigh* what a week.

yesterday, HAHAHA. the super kakahiya day of my life. i'll make kwento na even if it was mortifying cos i learned a moral lesson naman. hehe. tia celing (my lolo's sister, so that makes her my grandma, but i call her tia celing cos thats what my mom and titas call her) was the hermana mayor. so i had no choice but to join the santa cruzan thing for the third and LAST time. haha. ate trina (my 21 year old tita :)) joined the sagala too, and ate det det was the reyna elena. so there. super long walk. hay. so embarrassing. so many cameras and camera phones. hahaha. as in. talagang ganun ba pag may santacruzan? oh the products of technology. kahit di ka kilala ppicturan ka. haha. sana lang walang manyakis sa mga kumuha ng pic ko. hahaha. may stalker pa si ate trina, tapos lumipat sakin! hahaha. but it was okay cos the girl/guy (cant figure which ;p) was sort of not in her/his right mind naman. hayaan nalang. ayun. i saw andrea (my former classmate in mary help), and she saw me. hahaha. shit talaga. tapos madz texted me and asked me if i joined the santacruzan in pagsanjan. and i was like "shit! pano mo nalaman? hahaha". ayun. lauren saw me pala and she asked madz if it was me. hahaha. hay. moral lesson na nga: sometimes other people appreciate you more than you appreciate yourself. so instead of being so insecure about whatever shit about you that youre not happy with, be thankful nalang of what God has given you. and learn to appreciate other people na rin. dont be a miser when it comes to compliments. and never be too wrapped up in yourself.

haha. ayun. *earth opens up, ready to swallow me*. haha but anyway, it was for Mama Mary naman. so sacrifice. :)

hmm..what else? im going to canlubang later. dad is going to make me drive again and ill fetch gisele and we'll go to jam's despedida party at kuya joe's huose. wont be staying long cos i have to go to the modiste to have my skirt altered.

nga pla, i enrolled na. ang daya nila ailo and tina! theyre blockmates! hmp. block a si madz, c si mykee, d ako, e si tina at ailo. so yun. ang daya. hahaha. pero magkakasama naman kami sa dorm kaya yun, ayos lang. kahit na di kami blockmates at roommates, dormmates naman kami, and for sure magkakasabay sabay din kami pag breakfast and dinner sa mess hall. ayun. o sige, bye na :)

The thumping of the train against the track was only my heart pounding and the howl of it is just a passing memory.--lisa wingate, good hope road.
♥love or something like it.
niÑa slid down on a rainbow at 1:13 PM
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5.22.2006
take me with you

hehe. okay na. :) misunderstanding nnaman pala yun. hehe. nako, ang daming misunderstandings sa mundo. pano kung naunahan ka ng galit bago mo pa tinanong ang tunay na nangyari? edi lalong lumaki ang gulo. magagalit na rin ung isa tapos lalo pa kayong di magkakaintindihan dahil parehas na kayong galit at ayaw umintindi. tapos magkakalimutan na kayo at puputulin na ang inyong pagkakaibigan. sayang naman. hahaha. yess. hehe. wala lang. pero totoo diba? nakakatulong talaga ang pag uusap. dapat talaga pinag uusapan ang mga problema. hahaha. wala lang. :)

wala lang. i miss my friends. i miss hanging out with them. i miss taking recess and lunch with them. miss walking with them. miss sharing my beloved yellow umbrella with them. miss making kwento with them. miss their nasty comments about guys i like, like rico blanco. hehe. miss singing the lupang hinirang in a weird tone with them (hehe..SHARIZ!). miss passing notes with them during class. miss making tambay in the library with them. miss sharing food with them. miss em saying "pahingi ng rice". hehe. miss telling them how i feel about things. miss doodling a guys name during boring classes. hehe. miss trying to read books secretly during classes. miss seeing mykee fall asleep during class and get away with it. miss secretly trying to open friendster during computer class. miss ym-ing my friends during comp class. miss listening to their stories. miss them. miss evrything. i even miss ms.connie. hehe

He is protective of you that he mutters "O EASY LANG SA TINGIN" and pulls you close to him whenever a creepy guy is obviously checking you out. -- saab magalona

aww. how sweet. thats from her boyplen post. hehe.

haha. wala lang. share ko lang. ang cute kahapon. hahaha. "chat tayo..hehe". hay. ang cute. tae talaga yun.

He will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
He'll hear me out
And won't easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact He'll often disagree
But at the end of it all
He will understand me

wala lang. its from jinky vidal's song. its called somebody. hehe. ang cute eh. i mean, usually kasi its hard when you guys have different views and you disagree a lot. i mean A LOT talaga to the point that you barely have anything in common. as in, color nalang ng jellyace na gusto nyo yung parehas kayo (HAHA..oo na). pero its sweet cos even if you view things this way and he sees things that way, you still understand each other. hehe. hay. ang sweet. fuck, im getting mush brained nanaman. tama na. my mind is MUSHED. haha

Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I'll get away with it

hay. must not fall.
♥love or something like it.
niÑa slid down on a rainbow at 12:48 PM
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5.21.2006
and all of our fears fall on deaf ears

gulo pa rin. we didnt have another argument or something last night. its just that things werent okay. misunderstanding. sorry, nagkapatong patong lang talaga kahapon. i dont know whats happening to my friend and then i find out what my friend has been telling my other friend. labo talaga. im trying to be understanding. trying to be patient. sorry. then last night, ganun pa. sorry. im sorry for not believing you. sorry for thinking otherwise. sorry for giving you the cold shoulder.

you kick up the leaves then the magic is lost.
♥love or something like it.
niÑa slid down on a rainbow at 1:20 PM
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5.20.2006
ang labo

gulo. tae. putek.
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niÑa slid down on a rainbow at 11:13 PM
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5.18.2006
hahaha

wala lang. everythings so funny. :) ♥life ;p

have to stop myself from buying slippers. em, i need your malakas na batok. hahaha. :) plato wraps ulit?

i hear laughter in the rain, walking hand in hand with the one i love haha. wala lang. its an old song, and i like it. hehe. how i love the rainy days and the way i feel inside

wish i could walk with him under the rain.

have you noticed the lovapalooza billboard? the one with a couple who are about to kiss under the rain. wala lang. nung feb pa yun, pero ang sweet. ang cute. hehe. have to stop thinking of him too much.
♥love or something like it.
niÑa slid down on a rainbow at 2:55 PM
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5.15.2006
tamad

haha. ang tagal ko na di nag update. haha. tinatamad eh.


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wala akong masabi. haha. :)

♥ seven days in sunny june. bakit kaya ganun no? haha. wala lang, pinakinggan ko kasi ng mabutii yung lyrics. haha. ang sad. wala lang. nasad lang ako. hahaha. weirdo. ;p

Lazy days, crazy dolls
You said we've been friends too long
Seven days in sunny June
Were long enough to bloom
The flowers on the summer dress you wore in spring
The way we laughed as one
And then you dropped the bomb
That I've known you too long
For us to have a thing


wala lang. ang weird. meron bang thing na 'weve been friends too long'? haha. diba kasi usually mas okay nga pag mas magkakilala kayo ng matagal? o ako lang yun? hahaha. whatever.

i think i love you,why did you have to drop that bomb on me
♥love or something like it.
niÑa slid down on a rainbow at 4:19 PM
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5.08.2006
soda pop. hahaha

had driving lessons again with my dad yesterday. yey, ive improved! haha. from 2 kmph, i was able to speed up to 6kmph. haha. me so proud of meself. hehe. di na daw ako pangpatay mag drive. hehe. BUT my dad has a lot of complaints about my driving skills:

1.i drive like im drunk
my driving has no direction
2.im afraid to step on the gas
with my speed, ill be out of gas before i reach the end of the road
3.i do not release the clutch slowly
ill ruin the engine before i even learn how to drive
4.i cant estimate if the car will fit into the road
drivers who park their cars on the side of narrow roads are suckers
5.i panic
and it gets my dad nervous too. hahaha

*sigh* so many complaints from dear daddy. hehe. i have only one complaint about my driving skills:

i dont have driving skills

hahaha. XD

i have an account pala in lj, ngayon ko lang naalala. hehe. walang laman, tsk.clickity here at meron din pala akong account sa xanga. haha. 2 years ago pa pala. ang first entry pa naman yung entry ng friend ko sa states na gumawa ng account ko dun. hehe. here

here are random pics. hehe

blood from my wind burnt lips. hehe. kanina lang yan :) haha. gross ako, sorry. haha


si t.k. hehe. i wonder where he is. hehe. he's sweeeet


baby pics nila princess, yung aso ko na white. hehe. nung grade 2 pa ako nito


random! hehe. :)


si tsina! hehe. mana sakin ;p hahaha


bata pa lang ako, baboy na ko.. hahaha



group pic nila louie, nakita ko lang sa pc namin. haha. di ko kilala mga kasama nya, basta db makati guys din hahaha. si louie yung nakared na gray yung sleeves.


batang ewan. haha. tss.


nung 3rd year pa. hehe. em, me, julia


mina and i. hehe. bestfriends since kinder :)


glenda and puss puss. i miss puss puss :'c


cousins! haha. muka akong ewan. sa top: ate det det, louie, kuya aj, tapos si juancho, si carms at ako :) nung 2nd year pa to :)


hahaha. wow. ako si louie at jopet


memories..
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niÑa slid down on a rainbow at 7:40 PM
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5.04.2006
snappy case :)

yey! hehe. =) XD ;)

hmm.. i had my first driving lesson from my dad today. hehe. after 10 minutes of teaching me my dad was thinking na of his friend who teaches how to drive. haha. how supportive. hahaha. 10 minutes and he was already losing his patience. haha. its scary. hahaha. i cant control my feet when it comes to releasing and stepping on the clutch and the accelerator. my dad kept telling me that if i step on the accelerator that hard, mababangga daw ako. tsk. hahaha. so in short, im hopeless. hahaha. XD. whatelse? oh, got the car to move. hehe. im so cool B-). hahaha. joke lang. kala mo naman ang layo ng inandar eh no? hahaha. 18 steps away lang naman simula sa gate namin. XD.

ooh, im really amazed with the 5 in 1 type of dvds. hehe. galiiiing ;). yesterday, i bought a paris hilton collection dvd. hahaha. syempre fake, asa pang gagastos ako para sa orig na dvd. haha. and its only P80. ang galing sana kasi 7 in one. kaso mejo sira ung disk. it contains the season 1 and 2 if simple life, house of wax, the hillz, and night in paris. hahaha. so thats only 5, pero two each kasi ung season 1 and 2 kaya naging 7. haha. i didnt bother watching the house of wax cos i watched it already. the first part of simple life season1 naman was jumping. the 2nd part was okay. the season2 first part was okay YESTERDAY, but i didnt get to finish it yesterday, so i watched it ulit kanina, kaso nagkaproblems na, nagjjump na rin. part two naman ayaw na magread. pati yung the hillz ayaw na rin. i have no plan of watching night in paris kasi i read the back part of the dvd, porn pala yun. hahaha. it says paris did it daw with a guy named rick. i dont know who he is naman, so never mind. haha. so parang out of 8 movies, 3 lang ung nagwwork. hmp. naexcite pa naman ako kasi 7 in 1 daw, eh di ibig sabihin P11.49 per movie. haha. pero ayos lang, its fake, so what can i do. haha. served me right for buying a pirated dvd. tsk. hehe.

kanina naman, di pa rin ako nadala, kaya i bought 2 dvds ulit. hehe. ones a batman collection (hahaha.. oo na.. hahaha), the other is a tom and jerry collection. ang galing, P50 lang each. hehe. and maayos ang disk. :) yung batman 5 in one, yung tom and jerry 6 in one nakalagay, pero sa loob 8 in 1. galiing no. hehe. ayun, so from 2pm hanggang quarter to 8 nanonood lang ako ng tom and jerry. hehe. ang haba eh, isang thing na icclick mo sa menu na puro episodes ang laman 2 hrs and 30 mins ang length. 2 thingies pa lang yung napapanood ko, 6 more to go, pero sumakit na ulo ko. haha. pano, feeling ko ako yung pinapalo ng pan ni jerry eh. hahaha. my goodness, ang sadist ng creator nun. hahaha. pero benta pa rin kasi classic. ang galing nga, i can still remember some of the episodes that ive watched nung bata pa ko. galing tlga. lakas. hahaha. natuwa pa ako kay tom and jerry kasi i missed them kaya bumili pa ko ng vcd na 17 episodes lang laman. hahaha. fake pa rin. hahaha. but i love it. hehe

wala lang, i just noticed sa simple life tsaka sa mga articles about paris na ang lagi nyang sinasabi "thats hot" "its sexy" "loves it" "hates it". hahaha. wala lang. puro ganun na lang eh. hahaha. i think paris and nicole are somehow nice naman, but they have this thing of telling the people who help them that they appreciate their help, kaso when they are alone they say bad stuff na. like yung sa season 2, they asked the lady if they can have some of their breakfast cos they dont have money, the lady said sure. and when the lady was asking them if the food was okay, they kept saying yes and that the food is great, but when they got back to their trailer na they were saying na how terrible the food is, and that they want to barf it. jeez, they know naman that the cameras are filming everything so at least, they shouldve thought about how the lady would feel when she sees it, right?

you may trip or make a fool of yourself but no one can say you surrendered before the battle even began
--robyn villanueva
♥love or something like it.
niÑa slid down on a rainbow at 10:18 PM
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5.03.2006
love sucks

.........





i dont know what to type. my head hurt like hell yesternight.







my head still hurts and my heart aches.
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niÑa slid down on a rainbow at 6:52 PM
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5.01.2006
miss

i miss a lot of things. have you ever lost something good and wished it never came? its terrible. its stupid. its crazy. its pathetic. but i miss him. there are times when i wish i never met him, never cared about him, never spent sleepless nights thinking about him. that way, it would be much much easier to forget when everythings over. but then again, if i never met him, never cared about him, never spent sleepless nights thinking about him, a part of me wouldve been still missing. it still is. but at least, for a while, for a short short while, it was filled....




okayy, he texted me na, tama na ang drama. hahaha. lakas. XD hahaha. he missed me too, aww. hahahaha. ;p that exasperating person can be really sweet sometimes. aww.. i missed you too gago. hahaha.


julia, forwarded a message to me. its a quote about never holding back what you feel when you love someone. *sigh*. i dont know. i always hold back my feelings. even when i just like someone, i dont tell him what i really feel. i dont know. i dont want him kasi to expect. siguro? haha. labo. there was this time kasi, when me and a certain guy (not the guy na tinutukoy sa sa taas) had an understanding. im not the showy or verbal type kasi when it comes to things like this, so he was sort of demanding na. he said things like if i really love (yes, i told someone i love him too, and i regret it because i realized hours later that it was only an infatuation. hahaha. tanga kasi eh noh. hahaha. lam nyo na yun ;p) him i should find a way to get in touch with him or something. ayun. haha. after a while i got fed up with whatever kind of relationship or something we had. haha. but now were friends naman. hahaha. everytime i look back at that part of my life, natatawa ako. hahaha. ang pathetic kasi. thats the "i wish it never really happened" part talaga of my life. as in. no buts yun. hahaha.

anyway, i charged it all to experience. hahaha.

happy birthday ana.. Ü

hmm.. ano pa ba, i watched the notebook nanaman. hahaha. it must be really horrible when you have alzheimer's disease. i mean how can you forget the people who matter to you most, but remember how to read notes and play the piano. tsk.

sorry em at mikee, mga kachat ko kanina, nadc nnaman ako eh.. hehe.. suri man day. XD
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niÑa slid down on a rainbow at 2:23 PM
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