5.01.2006
miss
i miss a lot of things. have you ever lost something good and wished it never came? its terrible. its stupid. its crazy. its pathetic. but i miss him. there are times when i wish i never met him, never cared about him, never spent sleepless nights thinking about him. that way, it would be much much easier to forget when everythings over. but then again, if i never met him, never cared about him, never spent sleepless nights thinking about him, a part of me wouldve been still missing. it still is. but at least, for a while, for a short short while, it was filled....
okayy, he texted me na, tama na ang drama. hahaha. lakas. XD hahaha. he missed me too, aww. hahahaha. ;p that exasperating person can be really sweet sometimes. aww..
i missed you too gago. hahaha.
julia, forwarded a message to me. its a quote about never holding back what you feel when you love someone. *sigh*. i dont know. i always hold back my feelings. even when i just like someone, i dont tell him what i really feel. i dont know. i dont want him kasi to expect. siguro? haha. labo. there was this time kasi, when me and a certain guy (not the guy na tinutukoy sa sa taas) had an understanding. im not the showy or verbal type kasi when it comes to things like this, so he was sort of demanding na. he said things like if i really love (yes, i told someone i love him too, and i regret it because i realized hours later that it was only an infatuation. hahaha. tanga kasi eh noh. hahaha. lam nyo na yun ;p) him i should find a way to get in touch with him or something. ayun. haha. after a while i got fed up with whatever kind of relationship or something we had. haha. but now were friends naman. hahaha. everytime i look back at that part of my life, natatawa ako. hahaha. ang pathetic kasi. thats the "i wish it never really happened" part talaga of my life. as in. no buts yun. hahaha.
anyway, i charged it all to experience. hahaha.
happy birthday ana.. Ü
hmm.. ano pa ba, i watched the notebook nanaman. hahaha. it must be really horrible when you have alzheimer's disease. i mean how can you forget the people who matter to you most, but remember how to read notes and play the piano. tsk.
sorry em at mikee, mga kachat ko kanina, nadc nnaman ako eh.. hehe.. suri man day. XD
♥love or something like it.
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